Soul Dose

The next few days my family was forced to stay with me all day everyday, ok back then they didn't know they were gonna have to do it for years and years to come..... The reason they did that was because my life had become strange, dangerous and dependent... To understand read on.

You see that day when I started shaking was just the begining, from then on I'd shake every 5 or 10 minutes, they say I'd shart shaking uncontrollably tiill I fell off the bed, I'd keep shaking on the floor, banging my body and sometimes even having things fall on me. The shaking itself would last for 6 minutes, give or take. Then when my body went still I'd stop breathing completely. I mean totally stop breathing. At first they'd blow air into my mouth till I started coughing and shake a little bit till I fully awoke, they'd pick me up and put me to bed.... 5 - 10 minutes later the whhole thing will start again, the shaking, then fainting, not breathing, the air boost, the picking up. This process went on and on for years (you will hear full details of how it got as time went on)

Then they started using  something to give me extra oxygen whenever my episodes happened. As you can imagine I never slept, I stll don't sleep and this is taking it's toll.

Slowly this life became my life, I hated it but I had no choice. Doctors said what I had wasn't epilepsy, they tested  for it but all said my condition was definately not epilepsy... Again I was forced to sit at home sick as a dog without so much as a painkiller.