Soul Dose

Since I started this website it has helped me in a way I never imagined.... But the best part is writing about my current illness state. I have very hard days and taking my laptop and writing what I feel knowing someone out there might read and maybe find strength in my story gives me strength in a way you wouldn't believe.

All my life I've kept things hidden, I taught myself to suffer in silense and never show weakness. I bottled things up and even though I knew it was killing me slowly I was so used to it I had made it my best friend... It's hard to give up your best friend and I wasn't gonna, till one day I learned about blogging. At first I thought hell to the big fat no, but then I started thinkiung and weighing the pros and cons. The pros quickly squashed the cons I found myself with my glasess, fingers on the keyboard and typing away my thought.

I found it liberating, I found it theraputic and I found it slowly becoming my new best friend.

                                                          I'd like to say

                                              Thank you to the people

                                           Who take their time to read

                                       Whatt I write, thank you for listening.

                                      You have no idea how comforting it is

                                          to know that someone out there

                                                might be listening to me

                                                  As I fight this battle.

Thank you all................................................... Maybe I've said this but these days are hard for me, the illness is a bit harsh and I'm trying to deal with it. But I will try to update the website everyday if I eel strong enough.