Soul Dose

Sometimes in life no matter how positive you are there are days that make you feel so sad and so sick you can't even think straight, sadly those days have visited my home, built a small little tent and are roasting marshmallows and singing"Cumber ya" (Sorry I don't know how to write that but I've always liked the sound of it)............................ I've had a few nights where I silently cried but like everything else every time I wiped my face I knew I had to pull out of it.. So. I made a plan.

I woke up and thought alright since I seem to be getting worse by the day what can I do to gain some control back. My life has been spinning out of control and I hatted seeing myself paddling backwards... (Ha ha ha, I just thought of how the cartoons starts by running in one spot before the shoot out and run so fast I laugh even though I know it's coming)........ As I was thinking of my dilemma my brother came into my room, we had some words because well we're siblings but when he said something about my situation I said "That's it, put on your shoes brother because we're going outside this house"

We went looking for a Physical Therapist and boy did we find one. I've been working with her eversince and I love that Doctor Girl, well that's not her real name. But yes I found the perfect therapist and I'm so excited about it I've told just about anyone who can understand my weird talking and even weirder sign language.

First time I went to her I was upset because  my right arm (which is my only working arm) was also starting to have the same problems my left arm has, I couldn't lift a glass of water, it had shooting pains and sometimes shocking pains, it was barely working and I kept thinking "No no no no no no no, I can't lose both arms, no no how will I continue with my studies and my blogging"....... When I left her room I was thinking "This woman is a magician, look my fingers are already moving" And thanks to her and the stuff she gave me to support a lot of things on my body I can type again. She knows magic I tell you, meaning I have a lot of trust in her and I hope she can help. Our sessions are 3 times a week.

Now I'm trying to solve my eyes problem and once that's done I'll try to solve the hardest problem, my teeth... My teeth are a big problem but when this year started Mr Man said something thhat I choose to believe. He said "This is 2010 babe, all your dreams will be a reality"

My dreams are not too much and I'll write about then sooner than you can say knife... Thanks to the magic doctor.

                                          Bye And Stay Beautiful...!!!