Soul Dose

Hello my friends

So here's the thing, I started souldose for one reason, okay maybe two. The first and most important was that I'm going through something strange, something that is cruel and has basically taken over my whole body, going through this thing made me wanna speak out and say to the world "whatever you're going through keep believing". My illness is making life hard for me but as I look at the people around me I realize it's even harder for them. So here I am, taking back my blog and in doing so showing my family and the world that I will never ever give up and I may have horrible days like these but from now on I'll control what happens on those days, I won't let them scare the people around me and I will keep the faith.

I won't lie, every hour is a struggle but then I start thinking this struggle is God's challenge, he's challenging my faith and he's giving me a task to go out there and tell the world to believe, tell the world that no matter how hard life is, giving up should be kicked out of each and every human being's vocabulary. The phrase "it's too hard" must not exist and everyone who is still breathing should be thankful and celebrate each breath.

I know there are no guarantees in life but I can guarantee that this will not rule my soul, yes it has forced me to stay in bed, yes I can't even say one word, yes I shake and shake uncontrollably 3 or 4 times every hours and yes I'm plagued with migraines more each day. This unknown and unexplainable illness has forced me into this life but it'll never take over my heart and will never ever take over my soul. My heart belongs to me, my family, my friends and Mr Man but my soul, my soul belongs to me and the man upstairs.

                                   Cheers And Stay Beautiful