Soul Dose

I have a new page that I'm fond of , the Friends Say... page, please check it out.

So today I woke up with my nephew next to me and I love that little guy so much I smiled with happiness, till 5 minutes later I started vomiting blood, pure blood with some water and my stomach soon join in the circus and gave me some problems. I knew then my appointment with the eye doctor was down the drain so I did what anyone would've done.

I got cleaned up, drank some water and listened to my nephew talk nonstop while pretending the pain was gone. He talked about the songs he knows, counting them and he found out he knows 26 songs and I found out I love him so much I listened to that for nearly two hours with a smile on my face, a hand on my stomach and an little nod here and there.

Right now I'm in bed waiting for Mom Ndu, she'll give me a bath and then I can try to sleep but since I have a bad case of insomnia I'll sleep for less than two hours.

The key to keeping my nephew quiet during those hours is to put all HOME ALONE movies in my laptop, make him sit down and watch, the downside is when he laughs the neighbors hear.

As for me I'm in a lot of pain, still wishing I could go seek help in America or Europe, I'm vomiting blood every now and then today, my shaking is extreme, I'm bruised all over because there isn't a wall I haven't gotten thrown at, I have a migraine and a swollen stomach.

That's all for now.

I'm smiling and believing, let's smile together and one day the whole world will smile and  believe, it starts with you.

                        Cheers And Stay Beautiful

(Oh I'm on a campaign to get Purplehatter to create something specific for me but I can't comment on his blog.)